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2008-04-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

http://singvalerie.livejournal.com

2008-04-16T07:00:00.000-07:00

hey my pals.
thanks for coming back here even when my last post was from last year.
ok so i've moved. for now.
jumped ship.

http://singvalerie.livejournal.com

so im not using here anymore. u can drop me commments and any shit like tht. love you
unless you;re some weirdo i dont know.

2007-12-31T00:27:00.000-08:00

happy birthday me!
but it wasnt as fun and awesome as last year.
no party or anything, BUT RYAN WAS IN SINGAPORE.

we went out a day before, he came down all the way from kl ok!
tsk.. not bad eh.
had a good time. yes and i do really like the shirt.
duh i wanted buy the same one for you.
anw i love the guitar the book too.
really touched by it.
and i also rmb last year's cheese cake. (:
i hope u like
the techdeck
the shirt
the riser pads
the christmas card
the cd.
cause i alrd know u enjoy spending time with me.
heh heh.
love you baby. happy birthday and merry christmas everyone.

2007-12-17T05:33:00.001-08:00

its been awhile so i decided to blog.
at first there was like some problem with my cookie or something,
u know the weird computer blog shit thing?
haha who cares anw.. im getting my results tmr. like ohmy!
its so freaking scary and i really wanna do well.
excited yet kinda sad cause ryan's leaving tmr evening for kl.

im so gonna miss you baby!<3
i love you boyfriend and i really appreciate everything u do for me love.

2007-10-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

ytd ytd, sent miss nai off.
and took many pics in the airport. or its toilet. haha
what fun it was.
then
today went to ryan's place!
im sorry again babe. i love you, always will.

2007-10-17T11:59:00.000-07:00

i miss ryan! its like 3 am.

i cant sleep. and ryan is. msged him twice.

hoping he will accidentally wake up.

but he didn, dont wanna call to wake him.

so thts why im up.

this is boring. wish it was morning so ppl would be awake yo.

watching ugly betty, like again. third time.

ugly betty totally rocks but.. three times, same episode. nope.

anw..i love you babe.

and will some one just call to say hi or to see if im asleep.

2007-10-14T07:05:00.001-07:00

its been awhile since i've blogged, so i thought. i should. i think i can safely say that i sing valerie is working. yeppie, awfully chocolate! its pretty awesome so far, haha. but so far is like only one day. haha training day or whatever its called is on tuesday. heh, cant wait. should be pretty exciting.
talking about fun and all that has been exciting. today! its was a blast, went over to ryan's place, and then went for mass, then went to eat.. then ryan and i met up with bekie and amir. hehe. such fun. we like made cookies, a super big heart or a super fat v (according to amir its damn funny), a donut or a bagel(according to amir), haha and beckie could not stop laughing at ryan, when he was stiring an complaining tht he was injured, and saying tht he was like barney. i find it funny, not cause of what ryan did, i find it funny cause beckie cant stop laughing, and she laughs funny. heh heh, and ryan kept shouting at everyone because everyone kept hitting his injured arm. heh heh. funny in the i should not laugh kind of way eh.
actually come to think of it i have no idea who was the one who suggested to bake the cookies. haha it was so much fun though.

bekie: congratulations on queueing at the express lane FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.and for tricking me into looking at the wall, to search for the stupid B!
amir or eyebrows or aaron or albert or helga : congratulations on carrying potatoes for THE VERY FIRST TIME. heh heh orh and good luck with the christian name thing. heh.
ryan : haha sorry about the arm, shoulder.. i keep hitting it, and everyone else too la. haha but i hope you can sleep tonight. take care and good luck with school tmr. LOVE YOU! always will.

shit's the shit man! hahaha

kpo! hehe im kidding.

2007-09-11T06:27:00.000-07:00

listened to hourglass and hanging by a moment.
made me tear and cry, after talking about you.
i know you're only there for four days, and its only the second.
and i already miss you like crazy.
you didn reply my msges, i guess its just too expensive.
i really hope you know that i still care for you, and of course i love you.
i think maybe ya'll should all comeback now.

2007-09-10T04:19:00.001-07:00

hey all. jo ryan gabe and toma left already.
today's the first day.
its alright i guess.. but i've been going to blogs.. and starting to miss them.
hmm.. anws.. i cant do anything bout it.
im supposed to start studying again.
really dont have the mood.
cut my hair but soe say there's really not much of a difference.

miss you! have fun!

2007-09-08T09:00:00.000-07:00

im sorry baybeh, i didn mean to make fun of you. i love you!
and really i'll miss you. i will. im missing u now.

2007-09-07T06:55:00.000-07:00

song to match ytd's fun and smiley mood:

we became gardeners ytd, when we spent the whole aftrnoon at gardens.

tribute to toma and all the other sky gazers.
seragoon was painted with the prettiest clouds ytd.

i cant be seen very well, but like god, u know he's there.
im a happy kid.

Liz.Amerie.Valerie
we took this pic a few times, cause of amerie!

amerie's amazed.

V.A.L

my bestest pal!

liz said i bullied her, but i really did not.

you look like someone i know!

ya'll look cute.

You've got too many pics like this amerie.

amerie's too knowledgeable with her enormous head

Liz: there's something there val -pulls hair
Val: pushpop pushpop pushpop

Val:Thers something on you!
Liz: what?! i dont get it.

val: pushpop pushpop pushpop
Liz: I want pushpop too!
Val: pushpop pushpop pushpop pushpop

twist!

amerie's squished.

L.A.V

Amerie just had to destroy this picture la

wo ai ni liz. ((:

2007-08-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

thats a nice song, but u gotta let it load awhile.
i miss you, i miss the times.
miss your poems. everything la.
i miss you, i love you!
i do.

2007-08-26T04:18:00.000-07:00

hi all i grew a mustache! kinda.

2007-08-20T07:50:00.000-07:00

time to update after a donkey long time.
firstly of course, i rock!
and my n levels are in 2 weeks. which is quite scary.
didn do very well for my prelims, most b3s.
i just went to the toilet for some bowel movement, and aftr i weighed, im 48. haha! thts retarded but anws.. i thought u would like to see the pretty fireworks and my pretty awesome friends!and other such random pics.

the fireworks car.

the coolest taxi picture ever.

the retarded stuff i do. even when im not bored.

being scary!

the hanna i did for ming!
mayuri, ming and i

after national day celebration. i was so not prepared for this.

retarded pics with amerie!
<3

retarded pics of ryan! heh. but i love you still.
i'll go first.
i love YOU, pal, and everyone.
:D

2007-07-19T07:45:00.000-07:00

i love YOU!

2007-07-18T05:42:00.000-07:00

whatever
i feel lost, lonely, just so useless.
its just one of those insecure times again.
this is rather stupid, cause not like anyone comes here.
sometimes when i say its okay. i still get upset about it.
u're the only thing i can think about but i dont think there's a difference.
i cant do anything.
im so pathetic.
things are different. its tough.
im getting clingy and annoying.
i suck i suck.
hate the way im feeling.
wish things would be better, haha but things are not.
to add on my menstruation cramps are killing me.
whatever!

2007-07-13T04:18:00.000-07:00

got something for ryan today.
made saggy and lang you accompany to get it.
i kept trying to get the nicest design and asking them to see and all.
really hope u'll like it baby.
haha going jogging tmr again.
i love you i cant wait.

2007-07-02T04:20:00.000-07:00

i love you baybeh,
i just wish nothing would irritate u, or get u upset.
but for the things that do get u upset.
remember that im here.
dont leave me out, tell me things,
anything, everything. im your girlfriend, i want to be a part of your life.
even when u're upset.
i'll always be here for you. when u're down.
because i love you,and u're my boyfriend.
thanks for everyhting,
for being patient, understanding and always caring for me.
i love you sweetie!
mwah!

2007-06-27T03:05:00.000-07:00

there was like hi idol today, it was awesome!
cause we were like the backstage crew and all, which made everything like even better.
ya, there were so many performances la, but like styles from beyond totally rock my socks.
they were awesome la. seriously.
ya got their autographs and all. their really so cool. ya took pics with them and all.
and phiz has awesome handwriting.
hahaha alright and i like went to their blog to tag, and clicked too many times,haha woops! feel like an idiot.

okay enough said, it was fun ya.
gonna return to fnn now.
and im so missing baybeh, love you!

2007-06-20T20:14:00.001-07:00

i love you i love you i love you i love you!
i love you i love you i love you i love you so much!
i love you i love you i love you oh so much!

i love you even when u look retarded! i love you.
i love you i love you i love you like crazy!
also know that i do these stuff for you because i want to.
because i love you!

and thank god for the other awesome ppl in my life.

2007-06-15T06:30:00.000-07:00

bored
i love you baybeh, i never want you upset.
u'll be back tmr and tht'll be great.
u mean everything to me. i love you.
and im missing u like crazy.
cheer up and take care darling.

2007-06-13T03:06:00.000-07:00

hey all.
baybeh's in kl now since ytd and im bored at home eating watching movies and playing playstation.

ytd 12june.

i accompanied ryan to harbourfront, to sent him off and have breakfast.

ate at delifrance and took pics! their pretty nice and they pretty much look the same.

cause in all the pics ryan looked awesome. and i looked weird. kinda.

i really had a nice time with you baybeh, especially for breakfast ytd.i really did.
i do have fun with you, u know i love you, no one can ever replace you darhl.you're my everything. i'll do almost anything just to see you happy. i hope you know sweetie. you're everything, i miss you alot and i love you. take care.

2007-06-03T18:29:00.000-07:00

sometimes i get alil frustrated, when ppl annoy you, and i just feel like shouting at them or something. cant they see you're alrd not happy, stop reflect and get the fuck away! you're adding the things happening alrd, its not helping, and its spoiling his mood.
i love you oh so much my hot and amazing boyfriend! thnks for everything. ((:

2007-05-18T21:23:00.000-07:00

hey you're not happy today, or last night.
sorry that ppl have been canceling with you and ll. i know it sucks.
i was so excited about our lil' jogging session. but since u have to go to immigrations.
but we'll just meet for jogging another time.
but i was so excited, but.. nvm. its okay i guess.

i'll just go for training. you were like so quiet, and like didn real say much,i tried talking and all, but you didn say much. ok nvm. i still love you.

ok good night darhl. take care and cheer up. i love you sweetie!

2007-05-16T21:09:00.000-07:00

went to school, got results and all.
meet amerie aftr school, we went to ang mo kio hub.
then surprised ryan,
went over to his place initially to leave a lil present at his place before he got home,but.. haha he got home first. ahaha! so i just went over, but he still was surprised, he was having a bad day, so i thought since i made something for him ytd, why not give it to me now, since he was feeling alil lousy. i hope you liked it baybeh, i thought it was pretty cool. ily. i love you, and i never wanna let you go. stay by me always darhl! (:

2007-05-14T19:01:00.000-07:00

you'll never be replaced.
you just mean so much to me. i love you baybeh!

phyllis ryan me and liz!

liz amerie and i

liz me and amerie!

liz and i.

2007-05-14T03:38:00.001-07:00

talking to you now, ok maybe not, someone else had to use the phone.
but ya. its okay. (;
im missing you baybeh!
i never wanna lose you, i wanna always be with you, and loved and cared by you darhl. i love you so much!
i did pretty well for chemistry very happy and all.
but still scared for my physics.

and baybeh you're like super cool and talented, you're awesome and ily!
and your band is pretty awesome, couldn hear for awhile aftr the jamming, and i could hear that annoying *tee sound.

2007-05-01T06:45:00.001-07:00

best girlfriend in the world.
:]

2007-04-30T21:25:00.000-07:00

i was feeling down. dont want to say why anymore.
but, i would like to thank jo and gabe. for comforting me, and just speding time to msg me.

jo seriously, now i know why i admire you, you're like so cool. and like so wise.
what jo had to say.

jo: at least it was your pen right and not your hp or something else. there always a reason for a particular thing to happen, that's what i believe. maybe the pen would have made your hand writing look like shit? your dad lectured you so as to remind you that studies are important currently. try to see the good in the bad! it always works. it's like finding the val in non-valuable.

yes! me being the chairman of the jo fan club, its only normal for me to use propaganda frequently.((; so reflect on the wise old dude, and now u know if u're down, look for jo. ((:

ryan! you were busy, and i was missing you so much.but its okay because you know i love you and that no matter what you'll stay close to my heart darhl. ( ;
this is what i drew after english exam, its pretty nice i guess. love it. something that was great for today.

2007-04-26T06:05:00.001-07:00

i love you my super hot boyfriend.
with a Pea for a brain. ahaha!
i can read your mind. ahaha!

i love you la, and eventhough i just saw you, im missing you.
i love you no matter what.
even if you ever turn stupid or dumb.
know what i just complimented you know.
get the joke.

ahhaa!
question to ponder for today: what colour is chiken shit?

comeback line for today: i have a brain, since i can think that means i have a brain. used in the conversation below. adapted from val rocks and ryan little stones from the sidewalk.

val: you have a P for a brain.
ryan: at least i have a brain.
val: i have a brain.
ryan:you think you have a brain.
val: i have a brain , since i can think that means i have a brain. (not exact words, but u get the picture).

hahahahahahahahhahhahahahahahahahahahahahaa!

what?! there's nothing, eeyer, KPO! ITCHY BOTTOMS! tsktsk.

2007-04-20T18:01:00.001-07:00

its been super long since i've blogged. there's no band today. and the exams are in a week. which is bad, cause i havent started studying. but who cares. ahaha!

i love you people.

mingming:you like so lame la. i love taking dumb pics with you. ((; and mayuri of course. i love you.
fangjie: dont isolate yourself, dont think u're useless and all, you're not. if anything look for yr true friend. i love you.
liying:ahaha! i love being arnd you, joking with you. i feel so comfortable with you. i love you.
jesslyn: hi! ahaha! you know you can always talk to the bunch of us if the supervisor comes. ahaha! i love you.

amerie!:i lub a dub dub you! ahaha! ahh! thanks for always making me laugh and always sharing your secrets with me. thanks for also loving me. cause u know what you mean so much to me! really. ((; i love you.
liz! and phyllis: love you guys and taking pics with ya'll. so adorable you people are. ((; thanks for everything i love you. we should spend more time tgt soon.
jo and ash!:ahaha! you pppl are damn funny la. not v close but u ppl never cease to make me laugh, damn funny ppl and mad la. ahaha! thanks for everything. i love you guys.
gabe!: you're scary at times. ahaha! but you'll still be in my friends section. ahaha! yes love!
aggie!:dont know you that well either, butwe're getting there. i thinkm yes! i think you're damn funny la. the whole gang. v funny. i have much fun with you guys. love!

baybeh!:i love you ohso much. dont say that you bore, you dont. i love you. and we'll work out. ((: you're like so sweet and like so hot. no matter what anyone says. i love you boyfriend.

i love you the rest and everyone who's a part of my life. and god! ((: love love!

2007-03-28T04:55:00.000-07:00

had the weirdest days. was like super paranoid and all. fell ill ytd and screwed the dead guy's funeral. with irritating ** who try imitating us, banging on the table all.come on if u guys didn notice, ya'll were banging the wrong beat super loudly. u're ppl are super lousy percussionist la. esp you doofus! come on. if u couldn even catch tht simple beat, ypu're like a damn potato la. even my junior could catch it when tty played it la. ya'll think ya'll rock. then next time u dudes' try playing. bet u cant even come up with yr own beats. tty will all yr asses. irritating! and you and you. so annoying. like you guys didn have to rub it in and criticise us and list down all our mistakes. since it was obvious enough for u guys to realise them, dont u think we would know ourselves. ya'll spoilt my day, thnks alot friends.

then today was feeling better. went to bedok resevoir and all. what a stupid and hot place to run at. yay! i got nothing. fuck! i wanted something. but whatever la. my own fault i dont really have the stamina and all. but i was sad though. dont know if it was because of ytd's fever and my throat and all. mmhmm. meet jo and went to meet ryan and friend. had many laughs and had a few weird moments. but we shant talk about it. thinks turn fun and i think all of us were laughing. (jo me ryan).

so i love you ryan and my biggest idol JO! AHAHA!
but i still love ryan more. shh! lets not tell jo.

2007-03-20T06:31:00.000-07:00

hey all. im so not popular, as in look at ryan. he's friendster his tagboard his my space, its always full of everything, comments and all. comparing again. like.. is all this crap and rubbish even necessary?like go do something more useful in your life. read the bible! its a pretty interesting book. yes. or like spent some time to talk to yr grandma or something. ever thought of making the ppl arnd u happy. u should try it bozo. arhh whatever. like no one even really reads my blog anw. right? i can scold fuck you and all the vulgarities ihave in my head, and no one would really know anw hah. im not getting moodless or whatever. im fine! im just saying. sick of everything. i want my computer back. i wanna do my fnn work. now! i think im sick of trying to fit in. i always say i want to be independent, but i never like being alone. i suck! i know. whatever. i bet u're just here reading this cause u've got nothing to do.thnks for wasting your time here, but i dont really care right now though. but i wont tell u tht.i cant wait for com to come back, then im gonna change everything.change my blog, its getting old. it'll be awhile though. sigh. ok whatever.
*idontcare/whateverface!

i love you ryan my super hot boyfriend,who's feeling kinda sickly. get well and rest early.
i'll call later.

2007-03-06T20:52:00.001-08:00

hey all, its been super long since i've blogged, cause my com crashed, but its still spoilt so im just blogging once in awhile.
im enjoying life, er.. im supposed to be in school, but i've got the red eye. ya red eyes actually. my brother got it too.
its been too long since i've seen my baybeh. ahh!
i miss you la!
we've been a week and three days alrd baybeh.
((; i'll get well and i'll go over soon okay?
and we should take more pics! i love you la!
i love you boyfriend!

2007-02-14T21:59:00.000-08:00

happy valentines to you too baybeh! im so excited bout yr present, its going pretty well so far. lets hope u'll like it. ((; ahaha! the e card is lame, but its true. ahaha!
iloveyoubaybeh!missyoutoo!
come back soon baybeh!
i initially wanted to blog about mdm seah. but im wasting my time. ahaha!
happy valentines baybeh and all.

((: everyone should be loved!

*reminder baybeh: you're loved!

2007-02-05T21:15:00.000-08:00

got a new phone, its pretty good, almost as pretty as me. so im guessing u already started guessing how gorgeous it is? ahahah! ok do not answer tht. ahaha!

yes! saw my super hot baybeh for just awhile. we kinda had this enriching or soul searching conversation this morning. ya ((; i really want to make this work, make us work.
you're really special, i hope u know tht. many firsts for me. i feel so courageous with you. i feel so special when im with you, i love you! you amazing, im like so lucky you're good looking, and i guess vice versa?since im hot as well hah. ahaha!
and im glad i've gotten this chance to know you sweetie! ((; you're like way cool. dont worry bout stuff ya? we'll make things work out.

alright. im off. i shall blog nex time when i do not have anything to do, when im not lazy, ohno! im not bathed yet, ahha! sounds like someone's gonna bathe me. ahaha! tht was something awkward to say.

2007-02-01T21:23:00.001-08:00

this sucks alot, i dont like it at all, i dont like evrything. the way u are sometimes, im scared u'll turn out to be like him. just like her guy. i dont want tht to happen. im missing you so much friend. i've now found something really important in my life tht i've lost, and each time i see you with her, i envy you cause.. we used to be like tht, tht close. not anymore i guess. and tht hurts! so much. more then u'll ever know. i love you friend. i do. may god bless you, and mayb bring u close by again.

2007-02-01T21:23:00.000-08:00

2007-02-01T21:15:00.000-08:00

hi all, im the brown ranger!
hi ninja turtle ming!
((; and hamtaro
july
august
sept
october
november!

ahaha! yes all me jess and mingming,
are also the powerpuffs! ahaha! i bought my powerpuff pens alrd.
today is like so fun! bought earrings, ahaha! yeppie!

gonna see you tmr baybeh! i'll go over mum leaves?
i love you! ahaha! hope u wont be so moodless. dont like you like tht, but everything's great.
no worries baybeh! alright!
i started missing someone dear to me again, someone tht might nv be as close to me, never again. but i nv wanna forget our past. i love you, and i know i cant change things but im not saying im enjoying the distance. but.. ya.lets just drop tht. ya? i love you though, just to let u know friend!

lord please be with me always,to guide me in my daily choices. and bless the ppl around me. ppl who we dislike and ppl who we love. give me strength and courage to live on, tht friends of mine wont drit further but be brought back closer. take care of them as u take care of me. may there be happiness and love all around. and tht ppl and everyone wont be moodless and will feel special and wanted. i love you lord, please be with me right now, and always! thank you lord!

2007-01-24T22:42:00.000-08:00

i didn want to blog tonight actually, but my baybeh wasnt really himself.
he was moodless and unhappy with ~~him~~ STUFF! ahaha!
so to make him feel better i have decided to blog about him, he's pretty thick skin, so he loves this sort of stuff. dont u ryan? ahaha! today, was not bad i guess. i hope we arent running out of stuff to say, i nv wanna get bored with u. sometimes im afraid im making u bored darling. hope u liked today.the kisses, tht kiss!

thanks for the perfume sweetie, i did love it. and it doesn smell weird. ((:
i do love it, i do love you, i love spending time with you.i love kissing and huggin you, i love you cause u love me, and i love you cause i know u care for me and i appreciate everything and i love the way u make me feel special baybeh, i love you ryan! ((:

just wait for alil while more, just til saturday! and u'll be really happy! ((:
so cheer up ryan! u know i love you! (: things will be better, especially with me arnd.

2007-01-21T23:10:00.000-08:00

day out with my baybeh!

new and improved!
btw.. baybeh, is pronounced as baby, baybe+a silent h. so its baby. get it. its just spelt cooler la.

2007-01-18T22:07:00.000-08:00

been tired this few days, been falling asleep while using the phone.
today was ok, nothing much. met my baybeh!
it was nice seeing him, how can it not be nice, its spending time with ryan. it has to be great right?
ya it is, it was. ((: you make me happy. thnks for all yr kisses!

god i wanna thank you for ryan, and all my friends and my family.
please help me to be able to work well with raphael, help me not to envy others, help me to be more patient, and that raphael and i will work well tgt, and it'll be fun. thnks for everything lord.
i love you ryan! you're really something! i'll kiss you another time. love you sweetie!

and aliff is so cute, say hi haziq's cousin everyone! isnt he just the cutest, i want a son just like him nex time.isnt he just so huggable, he smells good too!i want a lil boy like aliff, i really do, he's soo adorable la!

bimbo! i miss you! happy now? ahaha! guess what ppl he said he missed me too.

val and her lollipop says:
miss me right?
ding dong ding dong goes ur com! Wind it up! says:
hahahaha
ding dong ding dong goes ur com! Wind it up! says:
i miss u!!!
ding dong ding dong goes ur com! Wind it up! says:
ahhhhhhhhh!
ding dong ding dong goes ur com! Wind it up! says:
miss u like crazy
val and her lollipo says:
i'll blog about what u said la
val and her lollipop says:
u said u miss me!

ahaha! see i told u i was gonna tell them tht u missed me, and i think i kinda missed you too. now tht u've left! ahaha! ok im gonna see yr dog soon, pls invite me over! ok? love god bless. bye bimbo, bye all!

2007-01-12T21:35:00.000-08:00

pictures!

enjoyed them? cool!

2007-01-11T22:40:00.000-08:00

im told to be the best! say hi to the best! ((:

january 9 10 and 11, were like great! wasn it?
i hope i was of help? and i hoped my company was appreciated!
you! you're welcome. i liked it too.
thnks for everything, u really make me feel special and i feel different arnd u.
im more courageous! ahaha! ya, but im still crazy arnd u la.
im crazy over you! ahaha! woops!
ilove you!
u totally gave me a shock this morning and all. u were so moodless and all. scary la.but now im happy tht u're feeling better. cause u're happy again, so it makes me feel happier as well. ((:

i did my homework, cut my nails, scanned my passport! yay! done almost everything. cant wait for u to call, thn we can talk! yay! love it, love it. love you.

2007-01-08T23:15:00.000-08:00

things suck! i hate it alot ok! i always tell myself this line, and each time, i find myself agreeing to it. good things nv last. im nothing to him, im just there, he'll probably just live on, and carry on with his life, not like im gonna affect any part of his life anyway. i just wanna close my eyes, and wish for this horrible feeling to just go away. it freaking hurts so much, it does! good things nv last. things wont ever be like last time, i know..its always like tht, u gain someone and then u someone u dont want to lose.ppl drift, even the best of friends. these things happen! but im not gonna like go against his decision, all i can do is just live with it. or try to. i just wanna close my eyes and think about last time, cause i know it'll nv come back again! i loved it, i love you. yr friendship has always been dear to me. i miss those times. i love you.

its scary when a happy person gets sad! everyone have their problems, so reader good luck with yrs!

2007-01-06T21:20:00.000-08:00

went over to amerie's. it was fun, funny and interesting. missed her, so i went over. so thn we went to the salt room, with our snacks and drinks. i bought the wrong food from the vending machine. i wanted eleven, so i pressed no 1 twice. and no 1 which was roundy, came dropping down. i didn know there was an eleven button. ya! we were having a good time laughing and all. amerie threw a bunch of really heavy and big keys, which hit my head! its v painful ok! ahaha! but we all had a good laugh. love ya amerie, thnks for everything, and thanks for accompanying me. ((; ohya and yr dream v funny.
:are you two tgt?
:yes!
ahahaha!

i feel so weird today, i dont know why, im getting jealous of her? i mean she's ok and all. but.. i mean she's getting really close to two of my really close and their soo.. important to me. i guess jealousy comes in naturally. this sucks ok. getting all insecure and all, it'll wear off but.. its soo spoiling my mood la..and im missing my baybeh so much! tsk, sigh come back! you take care over there alright?

ahh! the only thing im looking forward to tmr, is at night, when ryan comes back! yay! cant wait for tht.
i've been missing you, mayb thts why my moods lousy and i've got thi terrible headache as well. love ya hottie! ((; miss youu soo much! i want you back, i want kisses and hugs. i want my baybeh!! ryan's hot!

hey baybeh, u do look nice. ((: you always do.

2007-01-05T22:02:00.000-08:00

adventures of mingming and valer!

mingming, valer and gangyi NCO!
love you mingming! more pics tmr everyone!
and i miss my baybeh!

2007-01-02T20:19:00.000-08:00

tmr school stars i'll be looking like tht with my tie, mayb just alil less retarded.
christmas! what a nice moment.
this is on my desktop. ((: love you guys! you ppl rock! ryan's hot!new years eve, at ash's hse.
took this pic frm marvyn's super thin phone. i feel like eating it la. but i wont.

yay! i cant wait for school, baybeh im glad u liked sunday! i cant wait for tmr, and u know why! ahaha!
merry christmas!, happy new year, blah blah blah. school's here alrd!

2006-12-27T10:01:00.000-08:00

bye bimbo! u're leaving! like now, ahaha! but so sweet u came to say goodbye first, ahaha!
everybody say bye to him!

baybeh's still in malaysia, he'll back in two days time. cant wait.
and abraham's in la. i'll see him in school on jan6, i'll be in my tie!

ahaha! more pics, for fun! the ppl i miss and love oh so much!

you're missed! ((; two more days! love! you're soo hot! i miss my adorable kissable kisser liz!! merry christmas! i miss my baybeh! you're the greatest, you make me happy, ((:

i miss tiffany! and im turning fifthteen. thnk you lord for amerie liz ryan and all my friends, love them all so much! ((: god bless!

2006-12-27T00:25:00.000-08:00

merry christmas all! merry christmas friends, merry christmas baybeh!

sacha and i at batam, notice our shirts?
sacha rico and i, with the funny faces. loved tht day!
love you, my oh so cute kissable kisser! you're adorable liz.
the times and adventures of val and liz. val +liz =valiz? ahhaa!

amerie and i! love ya, ((: nothing's gonna ever change tht, love yr kisses!
and i look kinda fat there.
love you baybeh, baybeh! u're da bomb! come back soon ya?

missed ya! two days more! btw all tmr's my birthday! mummy's too.

2006-12-26T00:38:00.000-08:00

why did u have to do tht, im feling so. ahh! i feel so .. erhh! i dunno. tearing up, so lame la! whatever!whatever la seriously!

2006-12-26T00:12:00.000-08:00

some pics frm christmas day, in church and outside berwin's hse. shall show u other pics nex time. when i get them ya? love, take care you!

2006-12-22T22:37:00.000-08:00

there! pics i took while wating for fangjie in the toilet. ahaha!! ((; many more actually, ohya, her phone is damn good la, so fun. its the one rico and ryan wanted, the sony ericsson one. ya

i got my tie, its called stacy, since its gonna be with me for awhile, why not name it, fangjie's lucy.
so here are some pics of fangjie, her lucy, my stacy and me.

im over you hottie! its over!

2006-12-21T00:09:00.000-08:00

so.. batam!
found the mood for blogging about batam.
ok it was super!! damn good, if only ryan could have joined us.
ok u should totally try digging one day. its super fun. me jo gab.f and sam was digging a lokang, ahaha!! i can dig well.ahaha!! ya. jo looks better without specs anw.and he's actually quite hot, but baybeh u're hotter!((; obviously! duhh. ok anww. the last day was the best. cause it was damn funny,and fun. we kept making fun of the bear ok? seriously. alot la. and jo and his lion dance all. ahaha!! wah make me laugh so much la. on the third, it was like shopping day, we got to like buy stuff and all. brandon bought me shirt, he's nice! ahaha and the shirt is super nice as well, i got myself a nice shirt too. damn nice! rico wanted it as well. amerie too. but guess who got it. me!! ((; and sam gave me a belt for christmas, i chose it. ahaha!! ya. everything there's so cheap, really!! and all the praise and worship sessions and games with the kids and at the church, is super duper fun ok!! really. and hammers are dangerous, real or not real. dangerous ok! really. dont mess with the giant, cause u're fellow elfs might get in trouble. thts what happened, i shant say further, im full of regret. anww. the kids at the orphanage are soo cute!! really. we played soccer, games, we ate with them. it was really fun. yes it was! ok pls refer to other ppls blogs for more details about batam.
and!! even though baybeh didn go, kisses still came my way. ahaha!! i got a kiss frm amerie. and many frm liz. ahah!! i was generous with my kisses as well. ahaha!! i gave liz many many, her cheeks are just really soft, and she's so cute! i gave one to sacha and lynn and amerie gave me one. cool hah. dont be jealous baybeh, ahaha!! if i ever give you one. it'll be different, it'll be more special? i think. ahaha!!
im missing baybeh alot. ahh!! come back!
09 days more!! i cant wait ok!

2006-12-18T22:43:00.000-08:00

he's online!! goody!!
but im tearing!!
i shall talk about batam nex time!
he's online!! ahhh!!
miss you soo much!! i do i really do!
i cant wait to see when u get back. im gonna gve u a super hug!
i miss u soo much baybeh!! ahh!! come back!
miss you!! take care ok?
can u believe it i cried when i listened to a metal song?
mayb i was just thinking of you baybeh.
love you!

2006-12-13T23:35:00.000-08:00

-asphyxiated. says:
youre nice
-asphyxiated. says:
youre cool.
-asphyxiated. says:
and hot at the same time hey baybeh u're really hot too.
-asphyxiated. says:
probably the nicest babe in church.
-asphyxiated. says:
safe to say hottest. ahh!! i didn know tht! (;
-asphyxiated. says:
and i think youre really fun and all.
-asphyxiated. says:
and i wouldnt trade you for anything else aww!
-asphyxiated. says:
(:
-asphyxiated. says:
not even a new guitar
-asphyxiated. says:
(:

aww!! i think u're the bestest thing ever! u're so sweet.
no wonder u're my baybeh! ((; thnks for the kisses!

2006-12-13T22:13:00.000-08:00

today was not bad, had alot of nice moments.
((; you!! you make me feel special, and i enjoy disturbing you.
ahaha!! so im leaving for batam tmr morning, its gonna be great,
its just sad tht my baybeh wont be coming as well.
total bummer! im gonna like miss you, ); and u're going kl before i get back.
ohh no!! to add on to the sadness, i dropped my lollipop. )';
ok but i shant spoilt today, it was great, ((; i got kisses!
ahhaa!! it was nice, u're nice.
anw ppl im growing up. my birthday is on the 28th,
its coming, i got the letter to make my ic just now.
ahaha!! cant wait to make my ic. so fun.
ok i alrd packed my bags for batam tmr.
hope everything goes well, and i'll be able to spent alil more time with my baybeh before i leave.
cause i'll only get to see him at the end of the month.)):
dont be sad or depressed baybeh! i'll see you tmr. u'll have yr super hugs! (;
love love!

2006-12-13T11:34:00.000-08:00

Blink 182 Lyrics
Man Overboard Lyrics
So sorry, it's over
So sorry, it's over
So sorry, it's over (There's so much more that I wanted and)
So sorry, it's over (There's so much more that I needed and)
(Time keeps moving on and on and on..)
(Soon we'll all be gone)

Let's take some time to talk this over You're outta line and rarely sober
We can't depend, on your excuses
Because in the end it's fucking useless
You can only lean, on me for so long
Bring the ship about to watch a friend drown
Sittin out on a ledge, begged you to come down
You can only lean, on me for so long

I remember shots without a chaser
Absent minded thoughts now you're a stanger
Cover up the scars
Put on your game face
Left you in a bar, to try and save things
You can only lean, on me for so long
Bring the ship about to watch a friend drown
Sittin out on a ledge, begged you to come down
You can only lean, on me for so long

So sorry, it's over
So sorry, it's over
So sorry, it's over (There's so much more that I wanted and)
So sorry, it's over (There's so much more that I needed and)
(Time keeps moving on and on and on..)
(Soon we'll all be gone)
Man on a mission
Can't say I miss him around
Insider information
Hand in your resignation
Loss of a good friend
Best of intentions I found
Tight lipped procrastination
Ya, later.....see you around

you can play this super duper song frm my blog.

2006-12-13T00:20:00.000-08:00

my lips are itchy!!

2006-12-12T19:37:00.000-08:00

im back! i was actually back at 2.45? arnd there.ya yay! i'll be seeing u tmr.
wee!! ok hello everyone. im back. but i'll be leaving soon again, on thursday.

baybeh/ there's something to be thankful for, this christmas.

2006-12-07T14:44:00.000-08:00

hey everybody! im leaving for kl tonight.
i wont have my phone. but u can msg.
but i wont reply. cause i'll be in kl.
ya, ahaha!! ok i'll see u guys back on wednesday.

14 is coming!!

2006-12-07T14:33:00.000-08:00

baybeh!
baybeh!
i'll miss u when i leave baybeh! thnks for everything!
love ((;

2006-12-06T22:21:00.000-08:00

its really sad, we were so close last time.
i really hope he wont affect our friendship, we were really close.
im sorry.

pls lord, help things to be like last time, hope they will forgive me.
im really want us to be as close as last time.

2006-12-04T14:47:00.000-08:00

i didn mean to step on you!
get it off, or should i say.
get u off!!
ahahahaha.

its under my foot now anw.

2006-12-03T22:08:00.000-08:00

do u know that..:
a pregnant goldfish is called a twit..
and cows sleep only 3 hours a day??

yes!! interesting fact ae??

2006-12-03T19:32:00.000-08:00

good luck baybeh!! you'll be playing soon.
u're one and a half bands away.
and u seem confident so.. im sure u'll do great!! ((:
you're gonna miss me la when 7th comes!!
aha!! it'll probably be vice versa. ahahahahaha((;

talked to niz today..talked about lot of stuff.
and "yan" was like one of the topics!! aha!!
yan yan yan!!

2006-12-02T23:37:00.000-08:00

thnks lord!!
for giving me a second chance, so i can reconcile with my two friends. i really hope this will pass us by, and we'll be close and laughing and hanging out again? like last time. im sorry!!
but im really glad things are better,
all i want for christmas is for my friends to forgive me and tht our friendship will be great again!! and tht no one will be left out!! all i ask lord!!
dont want no presents!! this is more important!!

thnk you lord!! good night everyone!! val will be sleeping fine tonight!!
thnk you eunice for talking to him!! love!
i hope things work well on yr side.

2006-12-02T00:23:00.000-08:00

okay.
val loves weirdos
esp. the beyond help ones!
hahahahhaa.

are you calling yrself a weirdo??
aha!! thnks for everything
you can call me now!! ((;

i miss amerie esp at this time!!
she makes everything better!!
i love you mentor!!
im so missing you!!
i wanna hug when i see you!!
i love youuuu!!

2006-11-29T00:39:00.000-08:00

my baybeh: it feels damn weird cause i always wear it on the left hand.

his baybeh: orh so u're wearing it on the right hand which is the wrong hand but yet wearing it on the right hand will be on the left, cause u actually wear it on the left hand? thts why the right hand is the left one even though its the right one..which u're not wearing it on? ooh!! i get it.

my baybeh: hahahahahahaha.

dont u get it?? i know i do.

2006-11-28T08:12:00.000-08:00

im waiting for his call now.
i was supposed to call him last night, but as usual i slept. im always falling asleep. oks.. but he was feeling down i think, he said he felt like crying. when i read tht msg this morning, i was shocked!! but i guess he's sleeping still, but i left him a few msges. but he was happy at eleven, thn suddenly at 2. he felt like crying. sigh!! why?!!
dont cry baybeh!! im here. im not a v good comforter but.. i can try. aha!! i sound like a blankey, comforter?? get it. ok tht was like so anti climax. alrights love you!! cheer up.

scissors sisters -i dont feel like dancing
is so nice and catchy.. aha!! till i get bored with it. byebye.

2006-11-27T12:49:00.000-08:00

im feeling lousy all of a sudden, i dont know why.i think cause.. im not v sure with my feelings,
and my insecureness is getting the better of me. sigh!! to add on.. i wont be seeing my laughing buddy today. daddy said i couldnt go to bugis. sigh!! nvm lo. i cant do anything about it anw. but i wont say im happy bout staying at home, sorry i cant go. :( sigh!!

anws.. i thankd god for you!!

2006-11-26T07:42:00.000-08:00

!!drol niaga uoy knht.emit fo doirep trohs a hcus ta emosewa os enoemos ot esolc os nettog vn ylsuoires i !!pihsnoitaler lufrednow siht niur ot tnaw tnod i !!ko .sneppah gnihtyna fi driew eb ll'ti !!sey !!krow emosewa s'dog fo eno s'eh !!yllaer !!gnizama yllaer s'eh ?od ot gniog i ma tahw .seod neb kniht i tub .erac yllaer tnod i tub ,driew si siht !!hsogymho

2006-11-26T06:41:00.000-08:00

im msging alot lately.
yr fault la!!
aha!! anws..
u should ask ryan to say "dustbins" its funny.
i've been laughing at him the whole day,
aha!! and no one seems to get it.

ok i hope u get well amerie!! love you mentor!!
always will.

lets hope daddy allows me to go out tmr!!

2006-11-22T05:51:00.000-08:00

i went out with ryan again! but im not complaining, i love going out with ryan cause he makes me laugh.actually i make him laugh. but i laugh when he laugh cause i laugh at his laughter when he laugh at me.

2006-11-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

RYAN DAY
daddy was supposed to come over to check up on me,
and then he'll decide if i was going to stay,
and he called and i could.

i didn really hang out with the girls much,
but mostly ryan!!
actually i was with ryan the whole night.
ryan and i walked around,
cause i wanted water for my ulcer.
since i didn have cash, ryan bought me water.
for like 1.10

so we walked back. sat down talked thn walked around again.
got another bottle of water.
and did u know tht the vending machine is hot??

yes!!
thn we went back again.
ryan played abit of guitar.
and i kept going to the toilet..
cause i was wet.
when im wet i tend to need to pee..
yes!!
we were wet because we were playing in the pool.
before getting chased by the guard.
he did like seven eight times.

so we went back there by the other way.
*tap tap*
- we squats.
aiya!! its ryan and val.
aha!! it was so funny!!
was it my idea??

anw.. we walked back to the vending machine..
and we saw a water cooler.
aha!! so we refilled the bottle.
thn ryan was like..
eh cold not?
splash!!
eh eh eh.
damn funny he was wearing his monfort shirt too.

thn we sat at the poolside,
looking up into the sky, and saw a fishbone,
cfc clouds.
thn ryan slept for awhile even though he said he wouldnt.
aha!! the way he sleep with his mouth open, hand crossed, a leg up.
thn his leg would twitch, super funny.
thn we played soccer. i scored a goal!!
ok its was about four.

thn we went for our last swim.
thn we were off.
we took the 8 55 shuttle bus.
went to macs!!

hi val. happy la i bought breakfast for you? and it was a fair trade okay!
yaya!! thnks RYAN!! such a pal!! wee!! ok la i get u a lollipop nex time. aha!! and its a fair trade indeed. but i still dunno why we got punished. hey bet u like the SALTy pan cakes. aha!!

so we took 88.
i had school!! ya and the rest was like going home.
but the bus broke down!!
thn we changed bus.
yes!! and ryan was sleeping. ok was trying to la.
i kept laughing, seriously!!
aha!!
u seriously make me laugh so much.

and ryan has a smelly wallet tht is actually smelly but aftr i smelt it its not v smelly,but ppl say its smelly and its with me cause we exchanged.
yes!! ok i'll be meeting him for breakfast tmr.
weee~ im gonna be fat if i keep eating fast food.
ok thnks RYAN!! the chalet was quite enjoyable.
THNKS TO YR COMPANY. HOPE YOU ENJOYED MINE. ((:
u're such a gentleman and u're patient. yes!!
LOVE LOVE!!

2006-11-18T14:11:00.000-08:00

hey ppl. i vomited!!
i wasn feeling v well last night,
thn i had a bad tummy ache.
but it was all ok, since i talked to him,
it was just for a while.
but.. ya it was still good.
thn i tried to sleep, but i couldn,
thn at around 1 43??
i went to vomit.
it stinked!! ya it was of a weird colour too.
it was orangy/ light brown.
there was this black vege looking thing too.
couldn really see cause.. didn have time to put on specs.
ya the orange was like egg yolk orange??
weird. but it stinked for sure.
and my mouth smelled like vomit.
when i was telling rico, he was like shutup.
he must be quite grossed out. aha!!
and amerie taught me bio.
she said tht the light brown stuff was..
some acid from in me. ya

lord help me to have more courage. hope whoever's in camp, will be having fun and will be ok.
thnks for everything jesus. thnks for putting him on earth, thnks for letting me get to know him.
even though he doesn have a clue.

ok im really just hugging my pillow.
talking to no one online.
cant wait for the bbq tonight.
weee~

2006-11-17T05:33:00.000-08:00

thnks for everything lord...ohmy!! im not supposed to say..
but i think i like him.
which is useless i know.
u're amazing!!.. he's like way better thn me.
he's like so amazing.
seriously. no wonder i liked him before.
i totally live in regret.
pls make my life worth while..... and yes yes!!
if i ever had the chance.
i would. but like i said its impossible.
even though his ego is such.
i want to be a follower of you.....i dont care cause he's other points totally cover it.
ahh!! basket i think i still do have feelings for him.
everytime i think about him.
makes me happy.
to serve you..we dont msg alot.
once in awhile.
to know you to love you..but it always makes me super duper happy.
he makes me v happy without him even knowing.
lord i ask u to bring me closer to him,
help me to have the courage, give me opportunities lord.

2006-11-15T22:04:00.000-08:00

this is really getting old.
all the crying for you.
im so sick of it.
sick of this.
seriously!! i just want to forget you.
i just want have weekends everyday.
see ppl from church!!

i dont think i hate you but..
i pretty much curse you everytime i start to cry.
its been what 8-9 months??
its still really hard for me.
fj was right. when its starts its all good.
forever this forever that.
but still i did cry alot.
and guess what!!
i still am!! im crying!!
i feel stupid crying about the past?
its like a waste of my time!! dont waste my time la!!

hey there reader reading this.
enjoy what u have now, dont expect too much.
church ppl good!! very very good!!
happiness with them for sure.
relationship usually dont work.
but if yrs working, congrats!!
i wonder when u'll break up.
aha!! ok im sick of life. i seriously dunwant
to think about this stuff.
and you!! the next time you view my profile.
i'll be sure to ignore!!
cause the more i see yr profile witch.
the more i cry.

so just avoid me!!
see if i care!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. weeeeee~

im an emotional wreck and im sure to go crazy one day.
i cry often, make no sense, am paranoid and im afraid.
weee~ yay me. crazy weirdo with no sense.
the best thing is eat a lollipop. it'll ake things all better.
the watermelon one. sigh.

2006-11-15T06:12:00.000-08:00

random pic!! ok. this was me when i was a pilot.
wee!! ok and im in sam's hse now. added songs to y blog.
love the colours!! i chose them. yes!!
im staying over at sam's hse tonight!!
im kinda hungry now.

ok today was boring..
bumbed into caleb and tiffany.
aha!! weird pair??
yeah i was pretty shocked..
they went to meet audrey.
cool hah. there's salt mass tmr!!
okok we'll get to see each other. wee!!
so mlong havent seen everyone.

cant wait for the batam trip!! wee!!
its coming really soon.
thts mostly the only thing im v excited about.
boring holidays.

god please make my holidays fun, help me not
to be afraid, help me to be able to do something useful
during the holidays.
help me to be more understanding and humble.
help me to get along with ppl and help me
to fit in esp with ycs ppl.
help me to be more courageous.
to be able to make the right choices, guiide me
help me with the difficult days, to be able
to get by it. thnks jesus
for daddy, for everything u have given me
for everything i dont deserve.
praise the lord!!

2006-11-13T22:38:00.000-08:00

SHUTUP FUNG YUEANLUNG!!
I DIDN KNOW U HAD SO MUCH RUBBISH TO SAY LA.
ENOUGH!!

2006-11-13T22:22:00.000-08:00

ohmygosh!! ben and jerrys!! its marvelous!!
my chubby hubby!! its amazing!!
chubby hubby:fudge covered peanut butter filled pretzels
in vanilla malt ice cream fudge and peanut butter.
doesnt it sound awesome?
it is awesome!!

wee!! u should go try it.
it gorgeous!! woah!!

thnks navin!!

2006-11-12T08:39:00.000-08:00

u can see the hottie no 20!!
i think he's really good looking.
yi long thinks 24's better looking.. cause 24's him. aha!!
nope!! the goalkeeper's good looking!!
17 looks like jo. aha!! he's not bad too.
waita minute. did i just compliment jo indirectly?
shucks!!
aha!! 10 and 11's pretty cute too.
thnk you soh yi long!!
thnks for sending me this pic.
nv really looked at all of them till today.
uww!! im going crazy!! aha!!

2006-11-12T06:31:00.000-08:00

ohmygosh!! yi long no 20 is handsome!!
erm.. show u guys the hottie goal keeper nex time.
cant uploaded the image.
so cant lat u guys have a midnight snack. wee!!

and i miss being in the band committee!!
i miss alot of things too.

i pray to jesus tht i'll be able to be more courageous,
to more strong and to be more confident.
jesus help me to find out what im really here for..
guide me and lead me always.. in the choices i make everyday.
thnks for everything u have done for me,
and what u given to me.
sorry for not listening in church.
pls help me to be able to do more in life.
thnk you jesus.
help me to also got along more with ycs ppl.
thnk you jesus!!

2006-11-11T20:19:00.000-08:00

liying-"eh eh!"
mingjing-"eh eh eh EHH!"
valer-"EH EH! EHHH!"
together-"chey, repairman."HAHAHAAHA.

do u get it? aha!! bettacha dont tell u about our
marlu incident another time la.

ohmygosh!! today's open's hse not tht fun la.
abit waste of time.
ya but grease is v nice.
limbo is getting so boring.
shucks!! she's getting good.
and tty's right.. something something treat.
i am afraid.
i dont wanna lose to her.
i guess thts why i've got to buck up and practice more.
i have too!! i must!!

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you'd been Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel's heart

The kiss was true
Has it end somehow
But I am livin' proof of what love is about..

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be..fooled by you
I don't know.

2006-11-08T06:31:00.000-08:00

i would like to thnk my friend frm the zoo.
jojo the sexy lion's backside,
he helped with my blog. but if u think the tagboard is nice..
u have taste.. cause i choose the colours. love my tagborad.
thnks jojo for everything.
so nice and for my name too.

hi im val the horny rhino, kuku yoshi haramasan.
wee!! i'll attack the zoo keeper.
omgosh!! jo's so old and he;s still playing with us.

2006-11-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

thought of him. aftr listening to jess's song.
almost cried dunno cause of him or the song.

ok we shall skip tht part. jack and i did quite a bit of work today.
but i dont think i connect well him. well whatever.

was really excited to see sherwin actually today.
i was like super excited la.. i was like hoping iggy called sherwin along.
aha!! i have no idea why i was excited la. aha!!
erm.. i went to hui suo late. thn saw yongwen..
clovie they all. didn see sherwin..
thn daphne told me tht iggy and benedict was there.
thn i thoought sherwin didn come.
but he did!!
aha!! he's hair is so funny. its so long!!
aha!! its been really long.
ya its gd to see all fo them aftr so long.
yongwen's the one tt always make me feel comforatble among them.
ya sherwin stop asking about yw and i.
i dont like him ok. ((:
not in tht way.
dont be jealous. aha!! i love you!!
alright god bless.

and jesus pls bless rico's granny.

sweet check: one lollipop.

2006-11-06T20:29:00.000-08:00

hey all.
the sweet valerie..
wrote a love poem for amerie..
ok a poem of love for her.
it make sense now. my poems are usually rubbish.
this one's not tht fantatsic.. i tried and i rhymed.
ok enjoy. ((:

You're such a pal, and im Gabrielle.
so im here to tell
tht you're my sweet pal.
and since you're like my best friend
im gonna always lend u a hand.
im gonna try never to lie
cause when I die I'll go to hell
and thts not swell.

even though you're unwell.
amerie u're my best pal
and im happy to know u cause you're the best.
and its ok tht u're les.
'cause it don't matter and I just don't care
since u've always been there.
I love u and u were the one who always shared.
and im glad tht u always cared.
so u're swell.
and thts what I came here to tell.
I love you my favourite pal.

2006-11-05T23:37:00.000-08:00

confirmation.
rosesroses. i got roses. their so nice.
thnks cheryl cherlyn and hyahya.
its over?
caleb:he looked gd. with his new hair cut and spects.
his tie was nice too. he couldn recognise me.
he was like who are you.. ooh oh valerie.
retarded!! and he loves me.
he had the urge to tell everyone tht he loved them
leroy:he seemed v happy. colin couldn stop taking pics.
i took a pic with leroy. he got longer pants i think. aha!!
he's so tall!!
brandon: his shirt's really nice. its of a different material.
it seemed kinda hot. nvm a hot shirt for a ~~short~~ hot guy.
aha!! woops!! im so mean.
ash: he looked nice. u should have cut yr hair but. u looked gd anw.
seriously. you look like a man.
eh i didn get to talk to u today. all i got was a hug.
but tht cant be bad. aha!! u look like a man in tht outfit. ((:

gwen: she looked really nice. i liked her skirt. its white.
wht do u expect? its confirmation.
amerie!!: she wore a dress, wasnt tht interesting. a treat for everyone. ahh!!
she wore a skirt. thts a first. aha!! i took pics with her too. love her.
she's such a pal. she missed me u know. she got a sunflower frm them.
cheryl cherlyn ben: thnks for the pretty roses. ((:
thnks alot. im so touched man. wee!! ((:
cherlyn: eh cherlyn where u at!! eh im at home. aha!! ok la dont disturb.
i should shutup. aha!! alright. love
sam/cousin/lion: sam sam u dont have to be so shy.
u should have taken pics with us.
im really sorry tht u always get left out sam.
anw u looked really nice in tht. it looked like a trenchcoat.
ok love u cousin. happy confirmation.

basically everyone wore white and looked different.
like me right?
uncle brendan, caleb, uncle joe, cherlyn.. they all couldn recognise me.
aiya!! caleb the best la. aha!!
i went: caleb!!
he went: *trying hard to see.. who are you?
i went: valerie!!
he went: ooh valerie..*thinking.. she looks so different.
i didn wear specs, wore make up, heels white dress and all.
everyone have different opinons.
some said i look nice, some say i looked better with specs,
some said i looked really pretty,niz said i looked like a doll,is tht gd?
amerie said i looked better with glasses
and without make up? aha!! so tht means she loves me just the way i am. aha!!
caleb was really sweet too. see what he said.

message reads: yes yes little cinderella!
tou're special for who you are!
and i like you for tht!
so no need change yr image!
you're always fabulous no matter what:)

so sweet hah.

anw i have a rosary ring, a crucifix and necklace, cup, chocolate, angbao,
chocolates, pretty roses, two boxes/chest. aha!! and
all the wonderful memories with the clique.
nvm rico dont be sad. yrs will be next year.
everyone will be like there watching u. aha!! ok alright love you ppl.
good luck to ben niz caleb ryan.. blah blah blah. whoever's taking theire o levels.
good luck. i prayed fer you guys. love you!!
and the lord. praise the lord. yr messenger gabrielle is here.
wuhoo!! congrats ppl. ((:

2006-11-03T23:44:00.000-08:00

so sick of stuff.
so sick of everything la.
sigh. so tiring.

2006-11-03T01:49:00.000-08:00

eating is like so enjoyable.
love eating la.
im eating alot lately.
im becoming a FATTY BOM BOM.
ohno!! confirmation coming.
haveto wear a shawl or a jacket or something like tht.
the damm cardigan looks so weird on me.
aiya!! im like so tired of caring alrd la.
seriously.. im so stressed up with band and ycs stuff.
have to get the invitations for our band concert.
and im alrd late.
ycs: gotta discuss with the cat high excos..
but i dont think their scared..
or mayb they are but i dont know.
but i know im v anxious to get it over and done.
its so tiring. ppl pressurizing me makes me stress.
i hope i get stressed and like too stressed too eat man.
tht'll be totally perfect man.
aha!! dream on!!
ok im so scared im gonna screw up at everything.
i always do..
its so upsetting to be me.
i bet everyone thinks i cant do stuff right.
no wonder im such a quitter..
such a failure, u know i didn even get to be in the
band committee for half a year.
wtf!! biggest loser right here. thnk you.
wht i only logis for wht four months.
ha!! whatever!! screw tht.

eh who got franz ferdinand's song?
ahh!! its so cute. damm nice la. aha!!
alright ppl. IM OUT!!
you got served is such a good show.

2006-10-30T04:44:00.000-08:00

hey there.
i can see yr underwear.

2006-10-27T22:40:00.000-07:00

watched the notebook today
yongwen says its porn. he has the uncensored dvd.
i watched it on hbo.
nice show all about romance and how love can do alot of things.
ya i cried. its nice.

and ryan is hot!!
no not ryan christopher!!
ryan gosling!! handsome man!!

he is so good looking!!

2006-10-24T05:37:00.000-07:00

cant wait for confirmation. i really want to be closer to god and his family.
got a nice dress and a nice pair of shoes or slippers. whatever u call a nice pair of things u wear at yr foot. i mean feet. foot is one right ya? i have two so feet.
thn mummy helped me make up on today.. to try. ahh!! my eyes look so big and i did look kinda nice aha!! ok i dont think i'll be wearing glasses on tht day. im so excited. hey you reading this are you coming for my confirmation?

5 nov sunday
11 am mass
st annes church

if u want to take a pic with me u can. and gene u can have a hug if u want to. exclusive for tht day. aha!!

2006-10-22T18:22:00.000-07:00

confirmation is exactly two weeks time.
shit i cant wait la.
who's excited too? scream!!
eh im so excited bought the clothes
shoes everything.

rhinos really have two horns meh?

ahh!! i want to go for the batam trip.
i want to go. but mum says its dangerous.
but u know she say : its gd tht u want to go
but it dangerous.
but when i told the stories about the young children who are suffering there.
she almost cried leh.
emotional hah.
now i know how come im so emotional.
so i really hope i can go man.

church ppl are fun to be with.
i just hope our friendship nv end.

2006-10-21T21:33:00.000-07:00

its so sad tht you have to be this way you know.
i dont understand why u are like writing this la.
he gave you life and everything u ever have.
even tht stupid idiot u call gf.
i dont know if i should like avoid u or continue talking to you.
should i start talking about god?
should i let u just mock him.
its really disturbing.
satan's the one you should totally be scolding.
hate him. you've gotten it all wrong man.

2006-10-20T00:50:00.000-07:00

still coughing.. im so trashing ppl at bejewel la. ppl like rico!!
aha!! too bad ryan cant play.
ok do u know how to spell flam? no flam is spelled like this.. phlegm.
cool ae. ok la i didn know la. my fault ar? ok so it is. ok nvm thn answer this..
what is phlegm?
what's it for?
how did it get in my throat?
what's it doing there?
why is it tickling me?
why does it taste like tht?
and tht colour? texture?
it kinda looks like tofu.
yuck!! gosh!! so here's a poem..

since ryan thought me the real way of spelling flam..
i shall edit my poem..

phlegm phlegm phlegm
dont think they've got a plan.
and they just wont scram.
it taste nothing like ham.
so what's flam?
its even worse thn cramp.
i dont know but i just dont like them.

ok i should be a poet right? ok nvm.

2006-10-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

ryan's a vampire!!
aha!! a vampire he is.

2006-10-17T05:50:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just feel so left out. everywhere. always. im like meant to stand out never supposed to blend in.
and why am i so emotional. why am i always crying? over such a lil stuff. even when im wrong and i hurt others i cry. when im not allowed to go out and i real want to, i feel like crying. when i lose a game, i get frustrated and i always want to win.sometimes i end up crying when the winner keeps saying tht their the winner. but thts exactly what i do when i win. im such a hypocrite. a follower.. whatever ppl feel like doing thn i would follow. i hate it. i can never be alone. not independent. can never ever do anything right. making all useless comments,trying to help.. but always end up hurting others. which would lead me to cry sometimes. why am i so flimpsy. so insecure. whats up will jealousy? i get so jealous easily.. even when a friend gets closer to another of her friends, or like if some one has is talking to me and another person.. he has more fun with the other person. i dont know what im jealous of? their friendship? the attention? i dont know. i just dont fit anywhere. not in class. they say we're a family and all.. but.. i always cease to feel extra. in ycs especially. church.. eventually. nothing good ever last long in my life. everytime i get close to a friend.. he just slips away. i really want to fit in and all.. like in ycs..i think its because i dont try.. to make friends. and im really shy.. but im actually not.. just tht i always think too much.. i can fit in well.. i usually cant take the first step to talk to others. and just seeing them frm cat high frm st nicks and all so close.. its really a sight to envy.. even if i would have a day with them.. i'll be so thankful, i just hope jesus can make my life alil easier? i really hope to have more courage more independence more strength to persist and carry on in life. jesus pls help me not to be afraid.. help me to have courage.. to have more control in life. please draw me closer to you. please allow me to make the better choices in life. thank you jesus for all the friend and opportunities i have.. pls help me to use these chances you give me to my advantage to make my life a better one allowing me to cultivate a better relationship with you lord.

2006-10-17T02:56:00.000-07:00

friday thirteenth.
denyse's birthday. i ended school thn i rushed to church. everyone else those who were home early and didn have school.. ppl like ashley. were late. so me dion brandon ashley took a bus there to pasir ris. it was a bbq u see. ya. okok.. FF>> piew ok aftr fast forwarding..

ooh we reached there aftr getting lost in pasir ris. and btw it was friday!! so i was so persistent not to eat meat, i even ate fish egg and veg for recess ok and my rice. no meat ok. and it was a bbq.. shit i was so tempted to eat la. ok until u guys see how big the fire was. it wasnt!!it kept going off. until.. caleb gwen rico berwin came. mostly it was rico who started blowing at the fire.. ok i shouldn say fire. cause there wasn one. erm blowing at the charcoal?? ok sounds right now. ok we had so much fun cooking la. playing laughing. caleb was like going around with his black sotong. asking ppl to try. he even told den's friend if she didn like it. he would take of his pants and round around.

friend:what's wrong with the sotong?
caleb:nothing just try
friend trys
friend:nice leh
den: why you say nice? say not nice thn he has to take off his pants
i said:why on earth would u want to see him take off his pants?

heh!! wonder why ya. herher.

ok thn we ended up playing in the sand. we started digging a hole and thn started burning tissue and all. thn the rest started writing stuff on the sand. thn!! we went to play. ryan and his joined us. we atarted playing on the ufo. it looked like a ufo. when it spins and spins. ash was like left up ther hanging and the rest started turning him. [ryan fell twice] trying to push the flying object. ok he wasn flying but.. nvm.
ok thn we all started lying down on the metal ballt hingy tht i actually like a small version of the big ufo. ya.
ok la. erm.. dion was beside berwin i was lying on berwin's shoulder, (which was comfortable) caleb was lying on my arm/slash shoulder. gwen was lying on him... and i have no idea who else was there but.. it was fun. we all looking upwards.. but.. the trees were blocking the sky so we were tree watching?? i dont know what u call it. but here are some photos. cookie monster(rico) , brandon, ryan, ryan's friend was disturbing each other. ok whatever!!

caleb looks squashed.

as u can see. berwin's lousy at taking pics. only took the three of us. but nvm.. its still nice.
and caleb wong wen de i totally semlt like you aftr u lied on my sleeve. and thanks for bringing me home tht night. ohya we had a wonderful walk back to the bus stop before going up the bus. i scared rico with a lizard. aha!! it was prett small but.. rico didn seem to care. he was too busy trying to run away. aha!! it was a fun filled day full of laughter and excitement. wee!!

2006-10-12T02:34:00.000-07:00

ytd. no school marking. mostly a waste of time. doing nonsensical things. watching spongebob and having my own fun with myself, since my bro had to go to school.but yongwen did good. we started playing with our webcams mics.. play msn games. he practically trashed me in everything except bejewel!! aha!! checkers minesweeper flags hexic solitaire.. even quarto tht we both didn know how to play. he kept winning.nvm its good for him. he has such a big ego.aha!! woops!!

now today got so many papers back. i did well for chinese aha!! not!! ok i got 39 1 more thn mid year. even darence got 50 when he had only 3 components. whn i got 4 i still failed!! whathe!! ohmy!! pathetic la. ok so i passed maths. didn do tht well, fnn passed not proud of it.. but i really hope when it all adds tgt. i will do gd. but science was the shocker. chem i failed!! okok thts normal relax. physics!! i got EIGHTY-TWO baby!! woah!! ok even thou fj got 90 but i got 82!! woah!! ok u can tell it a bang to me right?? im so happy la even though chem pulled my science grade to 56?? what?? another big shocker there!! so angry.hate chem evenmore. ok i should totally thank my brother for helping me in physics la. its like so incredible. the feeling is like so amazing. if only physics was its own subject. if only all the if onlys were true. ya man. cant wait to tell the world about it man. the useless valerie got an 82 for physics!! wuhoo!! PRAISE THE LORD!!
love the lord he rock my socks even if im not wearing any.